A Mental Written by Shaikof Baloch
He was in emotion of juvenility. He met with everyone cheerfully; everyday on his face there was too much smile, he was searching for new friends. He was talking to the people with smile; he wasn’t backbiting about anyone. No anyone was hurt by him, he loved children. He was respecting elders. He was behaving politely with teachers. He didn’t displease anyone. He had many good habits. He was respecting his parents, his parents were happy from him, every time, he met the people, listen them and was ready to help them, he had a good friend and his friend was a Muslim, but he was Christian, his friend’s father was a Muslim judge, he every day went his friends home, his friend home people were happy from his good character, one day he went his friend’s home, his friend’s father Muslim Judge was also present there. The Muslim Judge invited him to Accept Islam, but he said, that I am Christian from birth and my parents and Grand parents also Christian, we are happy with our religion, Muslim Judge said, if you accept the Islam then you may get paradise in this world and also that world after death. He was listening about after death world paradise but he hasn’t listened in this world paradise, he asked from Muslim Judge, I have listened about that world paradise but I don’t know about this world paradise, can you tell me about this world paradise? Muslim Judge said, why not, first my daughter is virgin of paradise, if you accept Islam then you can marry with my daughter, second I will make for you home as a paradise, third I give you a share of my property. This kind of present no anyone did with young Christian, he was a simple boy. He thought that Muslims Judge’s daughter is so beautiful I will never find this kind of girl, one day I will marry with a girl, why not with Muslim Judge’s Daughter. I need a place for living, he will make for me a home, then I can’t find better home from this one, my parents are resting home, where from they make home for me. My father’s property is only his salary, if Muslim Judge gives me one Share of his property, then it’s sure this world will be for me paradise, he said to Muslim Judge I’m accepting your presentation, Muslim Judge said, ok come with me to Masque. it was evening time they went to Masque, when people finished praying then M.J started his presentation and said today one Christian is going to accept Islam because I have convinced him, let us pray for him God make him a good Muslim, the people congratulated the new Muslim and also to Muslim Judge, After presentation Muslim Judge took new Muslim to hospital, and made his all sauna equal. When he left hospital he said to M.J. I want to go my parents home and say them that I have accepted Islam, M.J said very good go and not wait, your parents waiting for you because you have not gone home from two days. When he went his parents home and entered from the door his parents saw him and became happy. His Mother took a kiss from his forehead and said where you were my son from two days; we were waiting for you, whose views impressed you? He replied Muslim Judge Views impressed me. Mother asked, son! I did not understand what do you mean? He replied clearly I accepted Islam I got paradise in this world and also that world and from your home I didn’t get any thing. Mother when listened her son’s words. She took her head by hand and set down and looked son’s side, then said ok my son. You left your father’s and grand father’s religion and accepted Islam. Now in our poor home there is no place for you. You are allowed where ever you want go, get out.
He said, ok mother, I‘m going, he came out from his parents home and went to the direction of Muslim Judge’s home. When he reached Muslim Judge’s home, then Muslim Judge asked from him are you ok? Why you were came so hurry, he replied my parents omitted me from that home now I came to look your paradise, M.J said, my work is done, I make you a Muslim. Now you are in paradise, now I don’t need you, in my home there is no place for you, go and search your place in paradise, when he listened Muslim Judge’s words, for a moment he stood there with out movement, his brain stopped working, now where will he go. He wanted to move his legs but his legs had stopped moving, he wanted to move his hands but his hands had stopped moving, he started looking here and there but he did not find any friends then he started running on road side, and talking with him self. He lost controlling his body, his ears stopped listing, his tongue started taking him self, he couldn’t recognize the people now he was running by road and clashing with everyone, he was in his city. When the people saw his strange movements then everyone started talking that he is a mental, one old friend saw him, came near him, took his hand and ask, why you are doing this kind of movements? But he didn’t answer him, friend took his hand and brought him his home, when they entered in his parents home, from home a sound came, we are Christian and he his a Muslim, in our home there is no place for him, get him out from our home, friend made him out from his parents home, and he set down out of door, his friend left his friendship, parents refused that he is theirs son, his smile of the face is finished. All happiness are scattered, his life was destroyed, his juvenility did him mental, and from that day he was sitting out of his home door. Now he is out of the door in paradise, he doesn’t know about the world and he is not interesting with this entire world…..
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Enemy written by Shaikof Baloch
At night time I got out from home and went for walking to enjoy the weather, the sun was setting down, In every direction there was silence the cold weather was flowing, to look the natural scene every one has taking its taste. The people were coming back to their homes. The birds were flying back to their nests. I was walking around my village. Every side there was happiness. I was also glad, suddenly I saw my enemy’s foot marks, the marks were fresh, and I felt that my soul got out from my body. I feared, my all happiness changed into fear quickly I stood on my place, and my foot refused to go forward. Darkness was rising up in my views, my body started trembling. My all happiness was finished. My heart started beating fast. I was started thinking that my enemy will not attack me. I was looking here and there; I was staying here and looking for my enemy. I wanted to see where enemy is hidden; I had no any kind of arms (Weapons). Because I got out from home with free hands. I was thinking that if enemy attacked me then how I will be able to save myself.
I searched for stones but I could not find any stones. Now I was standing here and looking for enemy, suddenly I saw that enemy is hiding himself little far from me, but he also feared from me and had hidden to save himself. I feared from him and he feared from me. He was looking me and I was looking him. We both were waiting who will attack first. When I raised my hand then he put up his head. When I made down my hand then he also putdown his head when I took one step forward then he understood that I want to attack him, he showed his tongue when I took second step forward then he became emotional and started taking his tongue out and in, he was furies, from his side fear ness sound was coming. He was ready to beat me if I go near him. I took my steps back and stood he also took rest, now between us started reconciliation.
I asked him why you are disturbing me by the way. He said that why I have come in his area. I said its my area, he said it’s his area, I said I have not come for fighting he said then I must not go in his side I said you leave my area and go other side. He said you change your way. I said why you want to attack on me, he said that I never started fighting first, certainly to save my self I took any steps, I said I do not want to be your enemy, and He said then do not come near to me. I said can we be good friends, he said that every one may be happy with one color people; I said then bring your hand forward. He said that sound of drums are pleasant from long distance. I said after today I will not attack on you. He said so do I, I did my hand down side, he did down his head, then I took one step back side, he kept his head on the earth, I said him good bye, but from his side there was silence. I was going back, he was looking me, and he did not attack on me and did not say any bad word. I felt that he is not my enemy, but I feared that he is my enemy and he will attack on me and kill me but I wasn’t his enemy. He was also fearing that I am his enemy he also felt that I want to kill him, now it is a naturally process, that I am his enemy and he is mine, but I don’t want to do enmity with him and will not attack on him and I do not want to go in his area to disturb him. I want much more do friendship with him and finish forever enmity. But we couldn’t do it.
I don’t know how to do it……
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What was my Fault? Written by Shaikof Baloch
When I born, at that time I didn’t need any thing, no bread, no water, and no cloths. I did not know any one and no any one knew about me. I was living in sea, there was loneliness, and there I was glade and growing. Many times passed, when my time finished in the sea, then it was necessary I come out from the sea. When I kept my first step in the world, I heard frightful noise and first time I saw the people, people were wearing cloths but I was without cloths. When people looked at me then they laughed at me, I was in wonderful situation (condition).
When first time I putout my head from the sea that time my head was very slim, one woman took my head and caught it, I felt that my head separated from my body. I couldn’t bear this. I cried and started weeping and said that, I don’t need this world. That sea was good for me there was loneliness, there was peace and safety, there wasn’t any noise, but I couldn’t do any thing because my time was finished in the sea. Therefore it was necessary I come out form the sea.
When I come out from the sea then I was closed in one room. The old woman was catching my head and I was weeping, slowly I came out from the sea and one Woman took sassier and cut my Navel, the other women was looking at me carefully then she laughed and said she is a girl, here I got Mother and father, but my parents were unhappy from my birth, because they wanted a boy, but place of boy born a girl, that was I, they given me name Maikaan, but my parents didn’t love me, they were not looking for me. They didn’t buy any thing for me. I grew in the society with out my parent’s help, after five years God gave my parents a boy. They saw him and they were very happy. He was my brother they loved to much my brother. In his they forget me. I was weeping and crying everyday, but they didn’t take attention at my crying, they were ignoring me every day. When I was seven years old then my parents decided that I’m burden on them, therefore they thought to put me in Hostel, where the children live without parents, that day came my father took and left me in hostel and he went back home, that day I lost my parents. I started weeping and crying I called papa I love you. Please do not leave me here, I am your daughter, I want to come with you, because I am from your blood, I don’t need any new cloths, new boots, new toys, and no any chocolates.
Papa I want only your love. Please don’t leave me here. I can’t leave here with out you, you are my need, I love you, and I am your daughter. Papa! Why you do not want to listen me, why you do not understand me, why you do not take interest with me. Why you left me alone and going without me. Finally “what was my fault?” But he didn’t want to listen me and left me there, I was weeping and crying, I called for help but no body listen me. In that hostel one worker came and took my hand, showed me one room and said this is your place, listen me carefully, if you left your room then it is not good for you and went out. That time no any body helped me. I was weeping and crying and I tired and slept.
Many times passed but my parents not came to meet me. Every month they sent money for me. But they didn’t understand, I have no need of money but I need my parents love, I remembered them every day. Whole thirteen years passed but my parents didn’t come to meet me. Now I am waiting for that time when my parents come and meet me. Then I will ask them, what was my fault? Was that my fault, I born in your home! Was that my fault, I was a girl? Was that my fault, I loved you? Was that my fault, I don’t tell you about any thing. Was that my fault, I need your love? Was that my fault, I cannot be owner of your property. At the end what was the reason you left me alone and went back home, and till today you didn’t meet me. Now I’m younger and thinking, when my marriage procession will come. When I wear my marriage clothes, When they turnover their lover hands on my head, When I will go my new home.
Father!
Mother!
Whole twenty years I am waiting for you, please only one time say me “what was my fault” and forgive me, I will serve you all my life…..
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